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Just some idle talk

2009-12-21T15:18:30Z

First of all, what is twitter? I dont get get it. But it seems to be everwhere. I mean, I dont really care what so-and-so is doing through out the day. And if anyone knew what I was doing every minute of my day I'm sure they would be bored out o...

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Posted on December 16, 2009

2009-12-21T15:17:20Z

Ok, so its happened again. I guess I forgot a few doses. I was so busy helping my sister with her move to NY. (we made up. yay!) Anyway, the day after her flight I was like 'oops'. I started taking my pills again but I guess it was too late. I sta...

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Posted on August 19, 2009

2009-12-21T15:14:37Z

It seems everyone is extremely worried about me. But I want to assure everyone that I'm fine. I tend to only write on my bad days since this is my way of venting. Unfortunetly, this means that you dont get to see me on my good days, or at least on...

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Posted on August 15, 2009

2009-12-21T15:11:35Z

Its been almost 2 weeks since the incident with my sister. I'm doing better than I was that night but I still cant get ahold of my emotions. Last Sunday was a really bad day. I wont say much because I dont want to hurt any ones feelings.It start...

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Posted on August 5, 2009

2009-12-21T15:08:57Z

I cant sleep. Every time I close my eyes bad things happen. Earlier tonight the worst thing happened. My entire world shattered. My sister who I loved dearly hasnt spoken to me or come near me since I started to discover I was/ am biplar.I've be...

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I'm Back!..August 1,2009

2009-12-21T15:07:27Z

Ok, I'm back. I was gone quite a while. I found a couple of bipolar sites which kept me busy and very interested for a while. The best one was www.healthcental.com or www.bipolarconnect.com (my name on there is bb4205) http://www.healthcentral.c...

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Manic??

2009-07-26T15:58:54Z

I keep forgetting to write. Too tired, too lazy. I've been a little off this week. Maybe manic?? I dont kno. I'm still getting used to this illness. Dont kno what to expect most days. I find myself thinking of taking pills or cutting myself. I do...

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Dear Mind!?

2009-06-17T02:39:45Z

Dear Mind, Someone gave me the real good idea to address my journal entries to 'dear God'. ...Okay. So ..how was my day??? I overslept as usual. Woke up at noon. The rushed over to my mother-in-law's house to do laundry. I was in a hurry because I...

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I might be gone for awhile...

2009-06-17T02:12:10Z

ok. Remember the sites I mentioned yesterday?? Well, I really like one of them. Its the realmentalhealth one. I seem to be spending alot of time there. I had like 8 comments to my journal which I just posted last night. And almost everyone on ther...

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3rd Journal Entry

2009-06-16T04:46:50Z

Today I'm feeling pretty good. I had a therapy session with my new therapist, cleaned up a bit, then went to the gym for an hr. Afterwards we had dinner, showered and I went on the computer. I'm so excited. I found 4 great sites on bipolar disorde...

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